So, I have become ever so inspired to do itty bitty things lately. (maybe because of the annual quotable calendar that Natalie gives me) but today, as I will again the first of each month, I really thought about what the quote for Jan said. (WTF, it's January?) Having read it, I realized that I need to really do the little things, I also realized what my new year's resolutions could become. So as many of you know, shut up Kathryn, I took out some post-its, pretty post-its, and made a list. I don't know why lists are bliss for me. I made a list of things to do, things that I will find HUGE pleasure in crossing off my list. I also found Harry, which I will begin to read again! This way I can finish 6 and finally read 7. Then I sat here, at my computer with the open window to the brisk winter air and realized that I am actually very happy. Confused as hell, of course, but happy. Had a delicious cup of coffee in my hand,a new wonderful mix CD from the bff, comfy sweatpants and a cherished tshirt on...I really didn't need anything else. I even had motivation. So needless to say, I had a pretty good day. I'm not going to have changed the world by the end of the night, but damn it, I did what I thought I needed to do and more importantly, wanted to do. After having talked it over with the essential people, I think I have figured out where and how I want to become involved again-this time, in Charlotte. I need to keep you on the edge of your seats for a minute though, sorry. I don't really aim to talk about specific details about my plans just yet, know that they are in the making. Sometimes I think that that's the fun part-the plotting. I won't sit here and say that I don't have worry and doubts every few seconds, I do have those, I have a million, but I know that it's not like me to let them eat me up. I can't. I know that, and thank YOU guys for not letting me forget that. I have rekindled many friendships, or have started to, and it kinda gets me excited to know what lies ahead, because even though I'm plotting away, I have no idea how the course could change. I wanted to take an artsy picture of my desk this morning but then I cam across this wonderful thing that a friend of mine shared with me. This may not look identical to what my desk looked like, but it's how I saw and felt my desk.
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift- eleanor roosevelt
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